Break

This might seen rather odd, but in the last couple of weeks I have found that I'm going through this stage that I don't even feel like logging in to SL. It's not that I m tired of the game, at least I don't think I am. I mean I've been playing it for such a long time now it became a habit after a while that once the kids are in bed I d automatically log in and .... play. But lately, I m finding out that after meeting this one man that has swept me off my feet, I don't want to be there unless he is there too. Rather strange, wouldn't you say? I know RL is putting me through hell trying to find a job and not knowing whats gonna happen in the next couple of months but I thought after a long day of spreading out resumes, I'd be happy to log in and relax with some tunes and friends. But that's not the case here. Maybe I'm going through some period where I find it pointless to be there when everyone else is wrapped up in their own lives too busy to chat let alone hang out. I don't DJ as much as I used to and I don't have the wedding place anymore so maybe that was what was drawing me there all the time before. Only when I knew something would be happening. But now... I find myself standing in an empty house with nothing to do and maybe that is why I don't log in as much anymore. Or it could be that poker has started to play out better once again and its more fun .. something to do while i pass my time waiting to see if the man in my life will have time to log in at all. Yes the man in my SL life is married in RL. Too bad, he is kind of cute... but I will respect the fact he is married and I am second in line not the important one in his life. Just a side kick of sort haha. Anyway, point is that SL is growing ' OLD ' and fast. It's the same people doing the same thing day after day, same small talks of ' how are you? .. i m great and you ? " even the music on the radio is a repeat day after day same songs over and over. No wonder I have somehow grown bored with it now a days. Maybe things will improve in time ..who knows .. but I do know that for now... only log in when i know the man in my SL life will be there and thats about it. There are plenty of other ways to amuse myself i suppose.....